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Angst!!
This is my semi-angsty poem for ANGSTY POETRY WEEK! ( (c) Rosu Hayashi 2003 all rights reserved) Enjoy.
Teenage Cliche
sit and cry away
your dreams won't come true and
whoever or whatever you're looking for isn't gonna come and find you,
jump out on the street,
take you into their arms
and declare (quite sweetly, of course)
that they love you.
get real. one day,
the gal or guy, sexy in their own way,
charming,
(probably good at cookery)
will come, sweep you off your feet (or be swept off; this is the age of equality)
but that won't be for years,
not until after your heart has frosted over
and lost all but a tiny glimps of what love is.
and when love appears
your puzzled soul takes it, turning it over in it's metaphorical little hands.
so excuse the abstract poetry.
teenagers never did keep to the form.
i'm wearing black, and it's late at night.
but at least i'm not writing this by candlelight...
Wednesday, January 8, 2003
Anime Addiction...
OK, I'll admit it, I have a problem. I'M ADDICTED TO ANIME!
Well, at least, I assume I am. I have stayed up late all this week, watching episodes of Outlaw Star (with the cool gay guy and the random naked chick in the tank), Cowboy Bebop (I love it! Spike is really cool, and they're all funny ^^ And I want a dog like Ein...hehe) and Gundam Wing. Heero scares me. Weirdo. I mean, If Relena asked _me_ to her birthday party, I'd at least have the curtoesy to accept and sit there glowering at her in a corner, rather than ripping up the invitiation and telling her that I would destroy her. Stylish though. Stylish psychopath.
Also, I've been watching too much X Men evoloution. I think Nightcrawler's kinda cool. Even if every pronounces his name 'Wagner' rather than 'Vagner'. It's worse than the rose blooming in the dessert and almost as bad as Watashi wa Graham dez... I finally worked out where the inspiration for Nightcrawler and Shadowcat, of RHEA fame, came from though.
Jeez, I'm such a geek...
Oh, Merry Christmas, by the way!
Mata. Dai.
Wednesday, December 25, 2002
Come follow the band...
How much do you hate Gackt?
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Which of My Favorite J-Rocker's Asses Are You?
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w00t
Saturday, December 14, 2002
Vanity vanity all is vanity
Who are you trying to kid??
You don't belong in J-pop at all!
Go run off to your visual kei bands, you poser!
Sheesh... the nerve of some people...
take the what Johnny's band are
you meant for? quiz!
test by Leanne
which CCS character are you?
Yey.
What Monty Python Character are you?
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Your mother was a hamster....
* Which Tragic Shakespearean Heroin are You? *
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Whil Othello's been fighting, commanding an army, are Dizzy and Cas playing hide the salami?
Oyasumi.
Sunday, November 24, 2002
Heh.
The Subculture Label Quiz
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Friday, November 22, 2002
You're wind! You are a very kind and sympathetic person. Whoever DOESN'T like you has a mental disorder, because you are a loving and caring gentle soul.
What element are you?
It's oficial. I always knew it was true.
Yu-chan- gommen nesai for my lack of talkingness, I will e-mail this weekend, I promise.
Rosu-chan- Ai shiteru. Hope you feel better soon.
Dave-kun- You know where I am if you want to talk, ne?
hori-chan- Sugizo wa evil desu...
Thursday, November 14, 2002
Hunt the tommorrow of the dark quiz...
RUFUS IS, IN FACT, YOJI.
Who's Your Inner Florist/Assassin?
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And, you guessed it, J IS AYA.
Who's Your Inner Florist/Assassin?
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When the two that make all the angst start making love . . . it's angst-love, baby.
Who's Your Inner Weiß Pairing? @ Weiß Versa
Bored, watashi?
Strange, frightening, and completely random . . . yet it makes perfect sense.
Who's Your Inner Schwarz Pairing? @ Weiß Versa Yey. Trust me to get these two....
Saturday, November 9, 2002
Which member of Malice Mizer will you screw senselessly?
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Which Dir en grey Song Best Represents Your Inner Turmoil?
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Which Member of SHAZNA Are You?
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What hide Song Are You?
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AGGGGGGH. Done now. As if!
What Piece of Kyonatomy are You?
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Which Awkward Gackt Moment are You?
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HELP ME!!!
How Jrock are You?
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How true.
How Well Do You Understand Kyo's Songs?
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Errrr...Kyo flakes?
Whose Pants Would You Steal?
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What Kind of Fangirl are You?
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Wait a minute... All done, Sayonara children!
Thursday, November 7, 2002
Madness
‘å-‚‚ñ~
FAIRY TALE  nce upon a time there has a young PIANO DANCER named DAI. He was UNUSUALLY PORTRAYING in the EVIL forest when he met GREEN DAVE, a run-away FERRET SNATCHER from the BOUNCY Queen ROSU.
DAI could see that GREEN DAVE was hungry so he reached into his GLASS and give him his FULL NOODLES. GREEN DAVE was thankful for DAI's NOODLES, so he told DAI a very CRYPTIC story about Queen ROSU's daughter HORI. How her mother, the BOUNCY Queen ROSU, kept her locked away in a RYOKAN protected by a gigantic MONGOOSE, because HORI was so STRANGELY ADDICTIVE. DAI EXPLODED. He vowed to GREEN DAVE the FERRET SNATCHER that he would save the STRANGELY ADDICTIVE HORI. He would SLURPING the MONGOOSE, and take HORI far away from her eveil mother, the BOUNCY Queen ROSU, and LAUGHS her. Then, all of the sudden, there was a JAPANESE LIGHTNING and GREEN DAVE the FERRET SNATCHER began to laugh. With a puff of smoke he turned into the gigantic MONGOOSE from his story. BOUNCY Queen ROSU OPENED out from behind a PINEAPPLE and struck DAI dead. In the far off RYOKAN you could hear a BING. THE END. Make your own Fairy Tale at fuali.com
Tuesday, November 5, 2002
Illuminati
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Mania and Dementia!
Tuesday, October 29, 2002
La de da...
Theory no. 1:
I am a child of God. Therefore I am not a piece of crap.
Theory no. 2:
I am a piece of crap. But I'm God's piece of crap, so it's ok.
As Rosu said : 'Who are you to argue with the creator of the universe?' I find this a bit rich coming from someone who made a bet with God. And then won, and did the whole 'chalk mark on the wall' thing. Granted she was slightly drunk at the time.
ehehe ^^;;;;
Anyway, hope you're all OK, the happy party is...today! In...oooh...16 hours and 15 minutes!! I'd better go get sleep....
Dai :)
Monday, October 28, 2002
Talkin bout a revoloution
i am open-minded!
How indie are you? test by ridethefader
You're pretty knowledgeable about music in general. You like indie music, sure, but that's only part of it.
You'll listen to any old shit as long as it sounds good to you. You're not snobby about music at all, you
just like what you like. How boring. Curiously, this makes you popular with the opposite sex.
Ha.
That was my health doese of cynicism, Enjoy!!
Friday, October 18, 2002
Everywhere you go
Nyann...lie-in's till one o' clock rule!!
I had fun last night, it was enjoyable, although I was worried we'd get caught, especially with the random torch lights in the woods...eep. And helping Womble stagger home at midnight wasn't really my idea of fun.
But other than that, I had good fun, especially discussing anime with Will and revealing to him that all the members of X Japan, were, in fact, women.
Must write to Yu-chan, get things for Jase, and tidy my room...cya later mina-san!!
Dai
Saturday, October 12, 2002
Well life's a train
Heya all, I write this while listening to Rufus Wainwright. The more I listen to him and begin to understand the meanings behind the lyrics, the more I think that he is like me. Except thinner. *mutter mutter* Oh and gay. *blush* But who know, seeing how J is affecting me, soon I will be wanting a vampire to cuddle.
^^;;;;;;; eheheh
Anyway, good things are afoot. Majin Dave-kun to Rosu-chan wa kawaii desu yo. I just got an e-mail from Liam. I got back in contact with Ima, the Spanish Baha'i who lived in Reading about 4 years ago, and has now moved to Chile. I just read hori-chan's pita page, got quite annoyed that she went out and on Saturday and didn't even bother to say that she missed me, and then she said that she missed me. Aww! *glomp* Wuv you!!
Also, bad things. The So-Called Three Musketeers (Me, Edd-san and Maraku-chan) are wollowing in our singleness, which I guess is kinda sad. And I have a biochemistry test tommorrow! SUPERKRAP Ah well, it could be worse, you could all hate me.
Maybe you do.
Maybe it's a conspiracy.
Why am I singing along to a song written by a gay man about operatic heroins, and knowing all the words?!
Ehem.
Later :-)
Dai-kun
Monday, October 7, 2002
Hehe...pointless personality tests!
Which Gravitation Character Are You?Test Created By oronoda
Monday, September 30, 2002
btw
You are TAKURO! Ah yes, the original ugly one. The major thing wrong with you is that GLOB OF FAT IN YOUR CHEEK. Second, your face is more messed up than that and your body is too tall. No no too tall! No no TOO UGLY! Even your name sounds ugly. Takky, Takky Takky. XD
Which ugly jrock guy are YOU?
Friday, September 27, 2002
Hajimemeshite
Nyan. Tired now.
Japanese course was really cool and funny, we have chibi Trunks in it though, and it was rather embarresing when Rosu declared to hori 'Kimi ga ski!' within ear shot of the teacher.
Eep...and J! The evil people (hori and Rosu) sent him to a dimension where Sugi's in love with him as well...came over to him, working at the computer, put his arm around him...gave J one hell of a shock! Then realisation dawned, and I doubt that J has stopped hugging Sugizo since... He's learnt his lesson though. He's not gonna have sex, coz you just know he'll re-enter the RHEA dimension while climaxing and screaming Sugizo's name. He learnt that the hard way, last time.
*Sigh*
He needs a boyfriend, and soon...
Thursday, September 26, 2002
Where are we going to?
I'm..feeling bad. hori's upset, I don't know how to help. Dave is very upset, I don't know how to help. Eddie is pissed off, i don't know how to help. Jim is upset. And guess what - I don't know how to help!
I know I shouldn't have these problems, and I shouldn't be ranting on about myself, after all I'm not really experiencing my own problems, I'm experiencing other people's which means I can't help them. Not that I can help them anyway...
I don't know what's going on. I feel like sitting in a corner and curling up, blocking the world out from me. I don't know what to do, how or if I can help, what's going to happen. I want some sort of stability or security, and I don't know why I need it, I don't know how I'm going to get it either. God I sound like J. Soon I'll be dreaming of blue vampires called Sugizo in my sleep.
Note to self: Find J a boyfriend. Not Sugizo.
Note to everyone else: Kibun wa kusot no ya na. That's not even proper Japanese. How about Boku wa kusot desu? Better.
Wednesday, September 25, 2002
Que Passer?
What Pattern Are You?
That was an education.
Friday, August 23, 2002
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